Jessica (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} jezzii) wrote,@ 2005-12-09 18:36:00 |
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Physically.
I don't know why. I can't walk or stand for very long.
I don't feel sick, I feel fine mentally.
My talked to my teacher and she said maybe I should start taking more vitamins. Makes sense.
I can barely type. It's that weak, flimsy feeling you get in your body.. kinda like you're just skin, no bones.
I'll get better soon hopefully.
A lot of things are changing in my life right now.
I'm not sure if it's good or bad.
Good, maybe.
I'm doing very well in school. Almost straight A's.
I haven't had all A's and B's since middle school.
My boyfriend and I are probably the best we've been in a while.
I'm glad we're getting along because we love each other, we want things to work out.
I never realized how much I take for granted.
Spiritually, I don't know what's going on. I'm doing a lot of thinking.
Thinking, thinking, thinking.
I guess the only thing I don't have in my life that I wish I did were true friends -- close friends.
Or maybe just one close friend. One that is always there for me and I'm always there for her.
I need someone to confide in. Really confide in.
Slumber parties, that call in the middle of the night, the shoulder when you need it.
Maybe it's not real. Wishful thinking is all it is.
(Maybe I can't get a really close friend because no one can compare to my boyfriend? Who knows)
16 days til Ohio.
Over & out.
